To my opinion people talk,hate,discriminate & rumour around bout others would be because they envy e VICTIM..LMFAO...i mean..come'on...to trigger my anger or even more it would be betta if eu could provoke me in real rather than give false claims and anything else...aint worth eur precious tyme...and sorry luh korg2 seme aku skit pun tk wire putus...haters ke spamers ke ape ke...only talk bout me and spread me around more...its korg pey opinion uh nk ckp buruk atau baek...gua tk eran whye...ive got e two people i need in m lyfe..apek n hubby....and i know ntg would ever make us lose one another or break us apart....ciaoz mates!

Danny's wifey...

EefaBbeybe mah....

I've always regarded hym as my own brother...

I've always looked up to hym...

I've always trusted hym so bloody much...

He cheated me & hubby

hubby was so furious at me for his greed..

he took 50bux and ran with so much excuses..

b'coz of hym both husband and wife no longer trust anyone...

thanks soo much rafi...!

tought eu ain't lyke them...in e end eu were jusz e same...

love my dear husband soo bloody much...and will always do...won't ever stop doing so as he was e one who picked me up when e rest didn't bothered to even look...

muwah!

danny's wife...

EefaBbeybe mah...

Do eu know how hard is it to know past things about my husband...lyke theres thisz one indian girl...his age....sugguh tk lawa...lyke hubby sgt2...but hubby tk interested langsung bey byle hubby tk lyn ppm keling tuh cam calar2 tanggan dye gan blade...tk perlu ey?! kimak bikin malu siak...tapy ape bley buat ppm tuh geng PERCHzs mah...name dye E*N**E ish! bey da sedar laki aku dade bini lagy mau miang2 tkpe dye mau brany kan eefabbeybe mau loktang....muahahaha! and hubby is very choosy too tau when it comes to someone he wants to be with...tapy now da tak perlu choose pasal bini dye is a complete package fer hym...and there was once while waiting fer my dear kiki kat jurng point she n mirul...i asked hym whye me...n whye love n never can be without me...he said in a very simple way as i'm me...today i actually open up to kathy a girl who i tot was proud and not a person i would talk to ....but by god's will today i told her bout what i tought bout christ....and talk alot...we...or shall i say i endded up enjoying her company by my side....and she really ain't what she seems to be im very anxious...anyways...im proud of hubby as i asked hym to delet his tagged acc and join mine he agreed with no 2nd toughts...and he actually deleted FB few weeks back...and im gonna make my FB a shared one too...well..the saying "people change" is true....but thisz tyme it changed so swiftly and it actually swept me off my feet...and it made me soo proud that im his wife...and his my husband...althought at tyme when we quarel or fight over stuff it's as thou it's the worst tiff anyone could ever have...but...frankly from the very bottom and truthfully from me and my soul he is the only one man who can ever love me thisz much , can ever take whatever i give (refering to my bad temperedness my demandingness my being too perfectionistness)seriously try letting a man to endure me fer one bloody day...im dumb-founded if he could...HELLO! im not all bad ive got good details too...and my dear husband's not all good either he has his holes too...fer example...his not the pujuk kinda guy...his just the give in and sorry from me thats it kinda guy...., his a guy who has a very forgiving and small heart and often gives in too ungreatful dogs! which ends up getting me soo annoyed and we end up quarelling...when we quarel i realised that every single tyme after finish it i begin to feel guilty to call hym names...schold hym...or put to much presure to hym...LOVE is great very great...as its weird how one person would do whatever for the person he/she love

i finally came to the conclusion that thru LOVE we learn how to be jealous,inferior,fearful,alone,unwanted,dissapointed,envicious,cravings,lust,scared,possesive,sweet-talker,liar,persuasive,sympathetic,egostic,understanding,tempremental & sooo bloody much more

i thank my dearest husband for always being there loving caring and protecting me and i know and is 100% sure that hubby will always be there as my husband loving caring protecting me and later part maybe ky maybe father to my kids...love eu my DANIEL JEREMIAH

Danny's wifey

EefaBbeybe mah....

My dear mom when for a short holiday recently with her aunty n uncle..

as time pass it was her time to get home..

SHCOKINGLY the bus that was suppose to take her to SG left her stranded in the middle of the MALAYSIA expressway...

mom was with aunty violet...

mom exclaimed to us that she actually went to the toilet with aunty violet but as soon as both return they actually realised the bus was'nt that but instead they saw how it left them...mom quickly ran to atleast alarm the bus driver or surrounding but not suprisingly the bus driver just left and none were bothered to help..

NONE except one ...mom said a guy who was actually driving a huge huge long truck..stopped and helped them out...a malay middle 20s aged male subject helped out after much consideration..

Mom said that she was happy that atleast both their passports were with them...

the driver of the huge long truck actually brought them to the nearest police post and told what just took place and what i did'nt liked was that the policemen actually said there was'nt anything he could help out with...HOLD ON THERE?!

WTF!...i know im not suppose to give bad remarks to any one...but seriously...mom and aunty violet was actually stranded in the long road...no one helped out...not sure where they were...what if my mom was raped and killed...or robbed and killed...! whom is going to answer for it?! and how can the policemen said he could do nothing?! hello for goodness sake! POLICEMEN represents each country they belong to...by doing so it shows how bloody irresponsible and by saying u can't do anything makes things even worst..!

well so i guess mom filed a report...and left..then the truck driver drove them to larkin...then mom took a cab then to the custom then to she came home...

this reflects how u should insure that things like this don't happen to u as mom was seriously safe and sound now thank to god for ensuring she return home in one piece...

i just wished i could somehow or rather publish this matter and bring this matter up...

when we enter MALAYSIA border it states "welcome to MALAYSIA" bold and big...but then ? im full of fumes!

EefaBbeybe mah...

kan aku da ckp bape hary je dye ubah...pastu dye start slack balik....aku da tk kuase uh sia...nk gy make big issue seme kn...selalu ckp aku always tgk salah kau kan....skg kau tgk aku da tk kuase nk gy tegur...P.S dont regret...kau mmg tk patot aku buat baek atau kasy muke...eu cn jolly well GTH kau pkir kau byk nye M A U T kan...kau pkir aku gyny psl pumps kan...eur wrng...im lyke thisz due to the insensibility of eur bloody self centered self....niways aku tk kuase nk update so outs!!!!!!!

Danny's BLOODY wife...

EefaBbeybe mah...!

8.30am got to go to admirilty mrt at meet my precious kiki as all three of us (hubby,me& kina) going to pulau ubin...i've been there but was too young to remember...all i know that it was with papa...but seriously damnt long luh...i only remembered papa said he wanted to tie me to the bump boats railings as i was to daring standing at the end of the boat wanted to put my hand down to feel the water...LMAO

well..few more hours...and ive to go bath....as usual luh...pumps now....hubby pspin and pumps toos....kiki dear sleeping i guess...actually missed her alot2 skali but...to angry at her...psl she too good to ppl who keep on steping on her...! but nvm will nag at her when i see her later on...

niways my mom is in malaysia somewhere...with hubby's aussie amma n siah..

well...me n hubby as usual holding on(hym luh hehe) lately i can see he really truly loves me alot...and never ever wants to lose me...im proud to be his wife...

love eu sayang....love eu my dear husband...so much...!

Danny's wife

EefaBbeybe mah...;D

100% malas lmao....took the opportunity to update today...since kinda bloody angry with hubby...but im no longer bothered to drag bout any situation...even if it hurts inside...kinda missing someone...but due to some circumstance....it has to be jusz that way... haiz...only fie knows who...LMAO shhhh...!

niways....too much has been goin on lately...and seriously im learning from every lil bit im going thru...both good and bad...both me n hubby is going thru soo much right now...but thank god for he will never let me go...and will always make sure nothing can but he has been slacking on certain areas....i know his aware...niways ku tk kuase ey nk type pjg2 gah mood mls....so till e next post

Danny's Wife...

EefaBbeybe Mah....

have eu ever felt how it was to have no say at all...felt as if no one was there at all...felt as if no one cared bout eu....well thoes are jusz few things im noted down what's in me...it seems as thou i live my life to make others happy...i used to think that when others are happy i would too...but now i realised that it isnt right..when others are happy that doesnt means that we would to...i got sick and tired of doing things i dont wanna do but have o do under the circumstance that ive got no other choice and this is the next step to be taken...i stop doing things that would make others pleased...instead im trying my best to make myself happy..but i realised that by doing so it is also something hard to accomplish..whye??  the reasons are simple ...as when people around us aint happy they tend to hurt us in one way or another...by words...or actions they take...i'm confused by thisz as does thisz actually means i have to PRETEND that i am SINCER to the others which i aint at all jusz b'coz they are the few chapthers in thisz life that god as presented to me???

Who am i to lie at...i belive that we are what we choose to be...and our future depends on every little steps we've taken every present moment...and we have the rights to any say that involves their life...BUT...there's always a but to everything we've decided...

But...hehe...i hate but ...anyways....its different when it come to someone who has a husband....both their life change...as now its not and never will be my say...but OUR say...OUR tots...OUR everything la...somehow or rather this is one of the things that adds on to the things that makes marriage life wobble bit...since we've basically agreed on being together it means that we've to stick thru everything...

i kinda had rough week...dat means alot of downs....lyke quarels fight...

Dont wanna elaborate...later on at 8am have to meet nana (bob ut's sister) then proceed to court have to be there by 9.30am ahmad is going to ..he has to....its his bob ut too hehehe....well....nana sounds lyke a very jovioul woman...and someone who has loads to say...i guess if my pridictions are true bout her...i would enjoy her company tomorrow....well my muscle is giving me loads of pain the one at the shoulder...and b'coz of thisz ive got no mood to update much ...niways...pumpin ups....lol....soo till the next updates...

Danny's Wife

EefaBbeybe mah....

Ey kpla buto....kau nk tau cam laki aku bley terjatoh ey...ky skg aku blg kau ey...aku kasy nasi kang2 cam...? kau kecoh2 sal aku dgn laki ku asal? susah haty pe aku bahagia ? ke kau cemburu....its oky to give coments uh...tapy watever kau buat kire da tk gerek uh....ey....so have adat uh jackos....lau btol kau nk maen ny mcm nye game...kte jmp then kau puaskan haty kau aku pun ley....kat cyber kte masig2 tk dpt faedah....and yes i am curious and so are my gerlsz n the rest on wat eur intentions are....and im damnt sure...both yg gave bad remarks are the same ppl psl korg both talks bout my past....

aku da tk give a shit bout it....i was young and did too much without thinking....so? ppl makes mistakes per....and lau dulu tk setia tu dulu pey pasal uh jacks....ny skg dade laki and lau laki aku yg mcm jantan2 dulu seme tk pe...kau pkir laki aku tk tau aku nye nxt move per? wats eur problem uh? mcm susah haty gyle siol....bt ny fact nye bbl uh klau kau pkir kau hebat sgt...tell me who e fuck are eu...coz im 100% sure i know eu ...and eu were someone from my past...if i hurt eu in e past im sorry...ny bkn aku mengaku kalah ke pape uh ey....ny cume psl aku tk kuase uh lau kau pkir kau nk 2juk kau peh kehebatan kat cyber tk de kick uh geng...if skg kau nk ckp aku mina ke tyme lbt ke...ape ke...tu kau pey psl ....coz everyone ade care sendiri...ny hidup aku yg kau bbl psl ny rumah tangga aku & danny yg kau msk campo kan...so trime luh care kuz.....LMAO.....no one's perfect...everyone has their tyme for everything...that used to be my tyme...n now my tyme is to be a wife fer my husband...if kau rase kau nk continue to read my blog and say wat eu want keep it to eur coments ey...psl wat eu said wernt coments but bad remrks...dnt push eur luck...

Danny's Wife...

EefaBbeybe mah...

(Ny gambar kite due aru alek dary kawen side mummy...mervyn tk salah uhk...da pnat geng...)

(Ny aku nye fav kropok hehe ny musz hav ey?!)

(Ny Pun musz hav?! Padelpops?! laki aku pgl ny walls....haha...)

See everyday 1.60 je ky...tk high mantainence....hehe only my husband know's haha....

Wait ey im finishing my letter utk my bro in law tersyg sgt2....Joel...ky da habez ey....skg tgh dgr lagu sedap2 ny About A Girl by sugababes...dapdap....taws.....niways ade satu hari tu kan ku dgn mai webcam hehe tgh pump it up pulak....peh malu ku....ferst2 semunyik2 luh...bey last2 ku mlsz ey nk keep moving e lappy away...haha ade si tehtek besar ny gy amek anak dye and tunjuk mau stunt aku hahha....LMAO....i misz it even it being once and fewdays ago....mcm besz uhk...i can talk bout everything and anything i want...she's soo open...and very attentive...she opens her ears to everything i say or talks...she laugh at my jokes...she dont mind me being born with sarcism...even if we jusz got closer to me it felt as thou it has been a long tyme... well today's 5th....Archi's b'day...74th ey....mummy bought a pink cake?! gosh i bloody hate pink...and its our annie....bsk hubby visit bob ut...as bob ckp got urgent matter to discuss and hubby too has alot on mind...since mcm2 da berlaku...P.S tgh pump it up ny....aku update luh while laki aku ape lagy....psp luh...fight night!!!!!!!!!!geram nye aku.....! tapy hehe...aku tau dye syg sgt kat aku...hehe...niways...tady as usual luh i blog hops....routine luh kan...mai's 1st then nxt n nxt....then elly b turn kan saw her update and got curious bout Radit and Jani soo i when on youtube gy tgk cite tu selamats jacks ade...part by part luh smp part 12 each part cam 9.19 mins gytu...gerek gyle luh....sad....kire cam i can relate to heheh someone luh katekan hehe...tapy selamat tk sakit obat jacks....and never will ouh and me and hubby watched My Name Is Khan....tuu pun best.....i feel as thou its a true story....takle tell more uh...psl it will spoil the story...gy tgk...ky...its not a waste...10 bucks per tix...watched at yishun ...since dkt luh kan....hahas..! niways...tkde much nk updates luh....and for the person named adeq....whats in the past shall stay there ky...aku rase korg 2 benar2 bosan kan....its ok to give coments on what eu feel...tapy ape yg korg buat ny bikin org dara ups....kalau nk ny mcm nye terror kan jmp aku uh...bbl ny mcm...psl looks lyke korg tk suke aku...and aku korg pey enemy....laki aku tau aku bini dye and it stays that way....im no longer what i was...and it was when i was younger...so be it ky....

Danny's Wife...

EefaBbeybe mah....;P da meluat ey dgn mah...heheh

this was lyke our 2nd date....can eu imagine both our 1st and 2nd date is lyke at town...watch movie then go do something we both have in common...anyways..see how i suck in my lower lips...ya thats how or what i do when im sleepy...or going to sleepy...then one hand would be twliring my ears...haha...hubby say nk tydo pun step cute...(da mmg cute)

haiz...i'm jusz not in the fucking bloody mood thisz pass fewdays ever since 24th feb...i mean i'm glad i finally got to meet the great bujang...hehehe....but ever since dat day...things have been going bizzare...and worse....not for me...but my dear husband...if only i knew how to help hym which i know there is nothing i could do....hmph...well my husband isnt hard headed...but he is hym...he doesnt want me to worry...bout hym...but do eu think being a wife i can do that...i worry even when he goes to the shop...anyways...i cant help it but i get myself involve in everything ...i get angry when i finds out PEOPLE used hym! cam fuck sial sial uh aku bini kau bey org buat pakai kau bey aku ape? batang pisang pe?suke2 pe....knowing me ....i dont fucking care who the bloody person hebat ke pangkat ker....kau buat laki aku kau buat aku jugak....alah whoever yang ade husband will know how it feels...tapi sad part is that when aku advice laki aku...dye ngamok ey...! sungguh sey kalau aku tak sayang tak cinte aku tak nk mask campo sey hal dye...tapy dye tak pham....aku tak bley tau tgk dye pkiran....tgk dye cam termenung...tgk dye pkir duit sot....tgk dye binget gan org yg tak kenang budi....sial uh pasal suami nye pasal aku sanggup luh buat pape....mau try je luh...really ny bukn bbl besar uh...but when eu love someone...losing...being defeated dying get injured badly being critized by someone or a big group wouldnt mean a shit...as all eu would wanna do is protect eur love one....i mean i only have one husband....(one and only ky dnt get me wrong when i say only have one LMAO) bey i cant see hym down or breaking down or thinking ke stresz....haiz....but its so hard for hym to understand my feelings...so hard for hym to listen to me...in the end when he doesnt listen thinks turn bad....i would scold and get so angry at hym....whye? pasal aku da ckp gan kau byk byk byk byk kaly tapy kau tk pena nk dgr....bey da jady cam taek....byle aku ngamok kau tak happy....psl ape....psl dlm haty kau...kau tau ape yg aku ckp betol kan....b....! adoi....! geram nye aku gan kau...! i thank god that ive change alot....ye luh mmg aku masey tempremantal and everything...but seriously compared to what i used to be...i talk what i want whenever i want....even if it bleeds my mouth....now things change...kene tapis2 pasal hubby...pasal i love hym....and i dont want his name to be a shame to hym...

its unfair he is going thru soo much but people tau tak? bother tak? tapi ape kan daye ape pun bini dye ckp tetap dye akan tlg org...psl jiwe....haiz...hubby's playing psp...ade 4 new games...two he choose agy due i yg pilih...while i chat with apit...as usual luh kan kite due ...laki aku bukan nye nak layan kalau aku kutuk2 org...tapy apit layan ky...hehe niways...apit dade ma'am baru...ok blum offically together...but i know mesty together knowing apit nye syko...but trus terang luh ky ny apit bukan nk uat memen but he nk uat nikha jacks..! at ferst mmg dade....zahara...prnakan gak...tapy tu ppm suns....mau jual mahal kan apit stakat uat satu silap jer...on valentine's day apit ade kerje kat overseas and kene stay there...semenjak itu si PKMK tu perangai...tk crk apit...seme....aku ape lagy makcik k kan hehehe betol2 aku care bukan makcik k....i dont want someone close to me get hurt...i treat apit my my own family....as kite selalu chat n jmp n lepak seme...and i always talk to hym when im having probs...he always tells to go thru things one at a time and never let hubby go...as apit says that he knows hubby loves me alot...and is the best for me...i know that too...tapy kadg....hehe(or maybe selalu) tyme ego takes over me kan....tk nk mengaku yg tanpa hubby im dead....really ....his everything....his my pillar or strength....my husband....my bestfriend....my enemy....my disipline master...my bantal ucuk(takde dye tk ley tydo and lau i dnt touch atleast his skin tyme tydo i confirm dpt bad dream seram gyle...) can eu imagine....being without hym.....i know im foolish to end my life for a man...no one will know how i feel....except me....he took me when no one else wanted me...he stop me from crying when everyone else was laughing...he feed me even if he had to starve...he spent as much as he needed for anything i ask for....he will do anything(i really meant anything) for me to smile ....he does his very best to make sure my smile won't fade away....he makes sure no one hurts me or makes me cry... he protects me as if im worth billions and zillions....if he has money the ferst thing on his mind is to makesure he buys what i want... he gives in even thou my ego takes over me or im tempremental....(kadg2 dye mlz dye senyap je sampai aku penat aku diam hahah LMAO) everyday i ask hym for chocolatte as i got thisz bad bengaly habit after food take something sweet so its either ice cream or chocolatte (aku dulu tk makan chocolate nye org tapy hubby ajar) or keropok double decker ayam flavour he would makesure i get that everyday.... he always makes sure i get what i demand... whatever i cook be it milo ker maggie ker nasi goreng ke nice or not he would say its nice... despite being egoistic,tempremental,jealous,bad-tempered,demanding,perfectionist,nagger(means i always nag at my husband alah bini kate kan...),irritating,pesky,talkative,attention seeker(towards my husband only ky),always asking question(aku da kate aku selalu curious),love gore,love weird2 stuff....my dear husband tolerate every single thing (and i jusz ask hym if he menyesal tak gan aku...he say" tak asal..." and showed me how he knocked out a boxer and said " eu kalau tny i lagy i buat gyny" brutal ey laki aku !!! heheh....and he asked md.ali dary mane sg ey ?! hahaha America i said...and he asked asal name md.ali muslim i said then he asked bapak dye heheh ey b....eu pkir i ape? but i never said that hahah i laugh inside...and i said after blogging i want to check how Bruce Lee died then i will check md.ali's biography....)and he continues each and everyday loving me being by my side...as my husband...as my rightfully husband....i apprciate hym soo much...every single mins...sec...hr...day...mths... sometymes at night as i tose and turn in bed after praying to god i always tought to myself what would it be like when im dead how would it be without him...but i know that god would never separate the person who loves me and i love...so i know that we would continue loving each other in heaven with god by ourside ...as we looked upon our heir... i know when we gado i say all kinds of things to hurt hym...but i also know that my husband knows very well that i need him...and love him more then my life...in my everyday prayers...

before i sleep i would always made sure i inform god on how thankfull i am that god has allowed me open my eyes and go thru the day i thank god for the food that he provided me with i thank god for also letting mummy archi papa danny noel and joel breath...i thank god for always hearing to me (as i always talk to god whenever im crying or angry or down or needed someone) i thank god for giving me what i needed a family....a mother who really acts like amother (mummy) a grandmother who also acts likea grandmother(archi) a husband(danny) and two brothers(joel and noel) even thou we have not meet yet or spent tyme together i know they would take care of me just the way mummy archi and hubby is doing...( aku happy ey joel called me sister in his letter)thank god for putting danny in my life...(i know its up to me to always have hym or not) thank god for all the things i have around me and finally i thank god for letting mummy believe in god as without mummy i had no faith i was lost ...then i pray that he makes sure papa mummy archi joel noel and hubby is always safe and sound...pray to god that he always made sure that papa mummy archi joel noel and my husband is always with me till the day i be by god's side...pray that god always gives papa mummy archi joel noel and hubby faith,strength,hope and always be there for them...(althought joel has converted to a muslim and god knows what papa is?? LMAO hehe its funny ky i know i should not be laughing but im me ky niways i know my god will makesure i have what i need...) pray that none of us starve or gets sick or be in trouble or debts...pray that all of us are always happy together...pray that no matter how we quarel or misunderstands each other we will always make it up and never let anything split us up...pray that hubby and me will be blessed by god always everyday till the day we die and finally pray that both my grandfather that now is with hym...is fine and pray that i will continue this life till i have kids and my kids have kids...i love my god...even if i know im still learning and im not baptist but to me im his and his my god...and whoever ask i'm gonna say it loud and clear...i actually want my own bible...but im afraid hubby would allow or think im playing around...wanted to tell hym but am to timid to do so...wanted mummy to get for me a bible...for my birthday...but shy to say...niways that is what i always say and pray every nite before i go to sleep regradless fight with hubby or not...and if i don't sleep like for example today its ok...as the next day i would sleep and i wouldn't be guilty as atleast once a day i talk to god...like for today i prayed even if i never sleep as archi came down crying she tought bout both my brother in laws...joel and noel...i couldn't see tears in my grandma's eyes...so i prayed silently without hubby even realisizing....i pray that god gave archi strength to cope with what is going on now...and pray that she would sleep tonite with a peace mind...i know being a grandma she miss my brother in laws alot...aku blum jumpe pun aku craving ey! abg siol! imagine org yg dary dorg di lahirkan bersame...being without them...noel coming in april while joel by end of thisz year...i cnt wait for thisz years chrismas as all of us finally can have a chrismas as a family....

sometymes i wonder if im a burden to either of them...psl they patot shouldnt even bother bout me...but they are taking care of me...sometymes aku rase mcm aku ny extra2 jer...ke prasaan2 je step dorg treat aku lyke one of them....tapy aku tau kalau aku think negatively bout my percious love ones i would get the love or anything i know alot people would say all kinds of things if they know i believed in my god...but seriously i don't care...i mean aku tak hina ke bbl psl ape2 korg pray at so korg pun please in this jgn get involve as aku sensetive in thisz hal...mummy bwk aku and make sure i go every sunday....where as dulu takde org heran nak didik...cume certain ppl yg ajar aku ngaji smp quran katam 2 kaly...tapy tak de pendidikan...mummy heran kalau aku tak pray ....and made me have faith in god...so....all thanks to her...im praying...

oky....now in my lyfe...its lyke thisz....1st is god...then 2nd hubby then my family...(meaning mummy papa archi joel noel in no order luh kan jusz all of them) hmph...aisha ey(papa's ex wife) well she is fit to be called a mom...i jusz take it as thou papa borrowed her womb to have me...and she will never be my mom....mummy is my mom...thats final...and i don't need other as i have an aunty too ok aunty pauline...(preety nice sweet caring funny) cousins rachel and boboi ( boboi nice and rachel ok luh as we dont talk much....) hubby's whole family is my family.... but i have one wish...i really want to see my father in law....really... i know his hurt my mummy...i myself can't see anyone rude or hurt both archi and mummy...i jusz cannot uh...i know at times i hurt them but rude uh kire number one...sape2 rude kan aku mesty sot...pasal aku tak kurang ajar dgn mak n nenek aku nye...psl mummy didik aku so aku tk tu mcm pade mak n nenek aku org laen mau brani je luh.... hmph....not forgeting today's my dear brother in law birthday tau (joel) hubby ckp 3 tahun birthday pat dlm....kesian ey....aku aim kan keje then settle bende seme then makesure joel kua aku dpt bely kan dye hp...mesty dye happy...hehe aku pun happy aku bole picet dye mane2 aku berader...dye bley contct chix...aku senang tau dye pat ane seme....hehe...noel siang sgt....april jacks...aku skg jobless jacks....

bsk apit aisha hubby me going neverland ...weee...! cant wait to see aisha...lawa luh!!!!!!!!! apit kat dye pun byk mulot cam aku gak....harap2 bole click jady apit senang bole gan hubby....10.30 apit amek kite...then kite proceed neverlands....

da luh pnat type ey....

Danny's Wife...

EefaBbeybe mah....(hahaha aku tau tk perlu tapy rindu plak dulu selalu aku ckp gytu...)

If there's one thing my husband could delet i guess it would be how talkative i am...haha...i'm a person with so much curiousity so ofcourse im advanterous..i can look at something so simple and talk bout it for hours...i love learning bout things...but sorry ky i aint a buzybody or talk bout ppl lyke MAKCIK KPO ky...mulot cb...i dont have that mouth...by being so...i learnt alot...like men have feelings...some of them actually are more sentimental then us but being born with a huge ego they would'nt admit so...P.S i was born with a man's EGO...they actually talk bout their lifes to one another...on how sad they are with their wife or happy with her...and many more stuff...jusz the way we women do...weird...to me...but i accepted the fact...the thing that i still find weird is that even guys merajok with one another ky..! as in with their own kind luh....hahaha...

anyways....earlier back i was lyke online using hubby's msn...guess who pop....RACHEL....his ex....lol...askin how is danny...so of course i pretended to be danny and said great then she reply saying lyke dont wanna chat...i replied back saying nothing to talk (da ex buat hal ex uh gerl nk talk ape lagy kau nak talk kau talk tk nk beram) ade dye ckp fuck it...and i was lyke what??? lost sial....cock pe kau...aku tgh type so childish trus dye offline aku picet enter jer uh....trusz mau delet dye off laki aku nye msn kan...haha...takde adat siak...da ckup bagus aku tak fuck kau chat gan laki org....laki nak maki....sial pey betina...muke da chronic....beminyak...hahah cockish sia....aku ngamok ...tapy lau nk lepas kan kat laki aku cam unfair kan....jady aku zip je luh....alah yg penting gyny uh...laki aku penah syg kau mcm dye syg aku? laki aku pena sanggup buat pape utk kau ? laki aku pena nagis utk kau? hahaha geram je...nasib dye gerl kenzs...aku tau aku over...tapy dye nye salah uh....sape suruh langar salah jantan....tu jantan laki aku....and i'm not the kinda person who can jusz sit and watch...eu got eurself into tisz...tkpe psl ny kecik nye hal aku zip it up lor...lau dye mau gangu laki aku lagy then opps....hahaha....

ya i'm bad tempered, tempramental, possesive, egoistic , what i want means i want and many more bad or shall i say worst characteristic...fortunately i'm married and only my husband can tahan me...

Danny's Wife

EefaBbeybe...

Hubby's the botak one the one in the front is arnold the back i don't know??

Today is the day Bujang will be released...hubby has been waiting fer thisz moment long tyme...there is a long list of people still in hubby's waiting list of people who's gonna be released...hubby alwaysz told me stories on how he used to spent his tyme with bujang...and alwaysz told me bujang thisz and that...im curious and anxious...althought i'm a very shy timid and to myself kinda woman...i alwaysz mingle or shall i say try my best to mingle with hubby's bro...most of them are fun to be with...some of my fav are lyke Apit Arnold Ahmad....haha all three As...whye...? Apit my all in one...dye my gossip partner..he will layan my kutuk2 kacau2 org...and byk things bole communicate as his really friendly and bole layan mulot aku...LMAO! Arnold pulak irritating basterd....tapy overall his a very nice guy...tapy senang org nak make use...(prangai same mcm laki aku) Ahmad...funny gyle! fuck! he can jusz smile i and hubby can start laughing ky! hubby has bujang name tattoed on is hand... and i ever asked hym if i would enjoy being by bujang...he said he tink i would... so now cam biase tgh pumpin...haha bey tonite it seems that bujang would wanna mit tonite...so apit and hubby made plans to go together...dgn aku luh....ahaha ape nk buat.... sometymes i feel as thou im a pest ...as everywhere he goes i goes...i feel bad...but when i ask hubby he said he never say he didnt like or he dont want me to come so i shall not say or feel such..but...haha...its jusz that most of them are wifeless...apit having some probs with his mrs....arnold's a gigglo ahmad's sgl....cam.....hahaha.... i'm alwaysz surrounded by hubby's braders.....lol...or shall i say men... well.... ntg much.... happy with my site now...

Danny's Wife...

 EefaBbeybe....

It's Funny how ppl nick name them self....for instence something sachok tapy tak sachok pun...or something sat-sat...tapy tak sat pun...it means something per..eu don't use it for nothing....i read alot of ppl profile and i follow a few...lyke ellybaby,eryn,mai,fiedevil,lulusiao,zyrabelly,anoi......they look mcm step2 tapy when eu read bout themself..their normal....ladies...byk org ckp dorg mina luh tu luh ny luh...tapy dorg pun ade ups and downs.....breakups...mistakes...parents ill...jantan sial....mcm2 normal lady problems...eu can really know someone if eu read their diary kan...blog is mcm diary...i mean...i write whatever i feel i want to...so ain't tisz me.... niways bout the nick name a good example of a good nick name as it meant something... 'LuluSiao' whye i say tisz...its b'coz she was soo made at tisz girl upon using her picture so she wrote on her blog....which to me meant that 'Sia2 name ku lulu siao' live up to eur name luh...kire....betol uh kire...lau kau boi ke girl lemau....tkmu luh ade name step maut....

hmph....saw wat fie's going thru praying that her dad get well soon da luh gtg luh husband a complain! drama dye da habis dye ckp "faster.....smoke then nk naek tydo....." wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................!

heheh....muwaxxx......!

Love eu luh suami ku manyak2.....sorry for everything...i know i hurt eu everyday...but eu know i love eu kan syg...hehehe aku malu nk ckp gan dye....so ty kat blog let out my feelings katekan...

Danny's Wife.....

EefaBbeybe

hahah bertekar luh kan...well...as usual da oky...hehe love my dear husband...muwaxx..!

Danny's WIfe...

EefaBbeybe....

i guess...i can't push it further...29?28?27? huh? well...it's ok i understand ....and it's my fault for putting on too much hope upon knowing we're different...it's hard to stop but i guess tisz would be the best...as it hurt me...(nt stable,tkde duit)...well...at tisz moment i jusz wan papa to hug me as i jusz need to cry so much on papa's shoulder...tears jusz seem to be all at the verge of pouring out...but i shall except the fact...and stop it....nomore <3 for me...no need anyone to shower me with one either...:D as i'll always make my day with the smile that will always cover the tears...

EefaBbeybe...;D 

I guess whenever me and hubby get into a tight spot...(tight spot meaning quarel,fight,misunderstanding) the only think i can do is to be away from hym and just write it down in my mind how great and lucky i am to have a husband like hym...the above picture was lyke our anniversry tk salah luh kan...hmph.. hubby isn't the type of person who would enjoy outdoors sun beach...and his wife....lol...me....is the total opposite...i love the outdoors soo much ... i love the beach bloody loadsz.....and when someone loves the beach being burned or left in the sun isn't a problem...i don't mind the sun at all when im at the beach...i don't mind sand all over me as that is what i would get being by the beach LMAO!..but one thing...i'm sooo afraid of the small fishy inside the sea as in while im swiming kalau a small fish cam terkene me kan...habis...hysterical...aite...weird for someone who loveesss the beach the reason basically is b'coz the beaches in Singapore is poluted by all kinds of stuff...from dead people ash to someone's trash...so that would whye the water in the sea isn't see thru at all! and sometymes even a lil oil patch could be found swiming (oil by the huge2 ships) and i find the beaches in Singapore not well taken care of...but not only singaporeans should be blame as i know all kind of people goes there...bangla,china,caucasians and our on Sgpreans...well i can't keep on emphasizing on how important it is to make sure everyone who goes to the beach does their part...as i know its all up to the individual...

Anyways...on that day (the day the above picture was taken) we actually had a disagreement on stuff..it was on how hubby wanted me to be happy forgetting that in order for me to be happy he has to feel the same...knowing that he didn't even enjoy the beach one bit pun he force hymself jusz pasal bini dye...ya i knoe instead of complaining i should be proud and happy...but how can i knowing my husband ain't enjoying hymself how can i jusz forget his feelings and consume the sentosa's beach beauty myself..i'm married to hym...so it means his my other half...if his down being the one who is always by his side i'll feel the same...as where stay in the same house...i see hym everyday...he has to be by my side for me to sleep...atleast once a day he has to feed me or else i would'nt feel there's a need to eat...(i'm a person who finds eating a hasel...as in chewing to me is time consuming and im lazy to chew...mulot sakit tau chew2) my husband says and thinking im not making any sense..but it seriously is lyke dat too me...i only eat when im damnt hungry...or he pakse me luh...tu pun klau da kene maki hamun...klau tk kedegilan aku takes control...

Back to where i was saying...well basically being his wife it's practically part of my job to understand and know how and what hubby is feeling or going thru...so i realised hubby's not into the beach at all..he was kinda complaining on how hot the sun is heating up how uncomfertable laying on the sand made hym felt...and how irritating and painfull it was being in the sea while being biten by the planktons...its all in the package when eu go to the sea pe...what eu expect instead of sand candyfloss? lol...so i confronted hubby i talked to hym in a nice maner saying that i see his effort but what his doing ain't healthy as by doing so would make us squable he apologize and suggested that the next tyme both of us should plan what we should do

i got to go...tgh pump it up...apit's here...(hubby's bro and my best partner kalau nk kutuk2 org) will continue tmrw i guess...

Danny's Wife...

EefaBbeybe...

my husband...my air..my love..my life..my all...the one who brough me back to life...

1. Mina sg suke ikot2 rihanna...lol...ade yg kene...tapy ade yg langsung tk kene...geng...! lagy2 yg one side korang shave off...hubby agreed too...

2. Ehsai family...hmpf mcm hot topic siol...alah korg yg nk sgt kan fame...skg da get fame korg sot? ey....hahaha...niways...bunch of gerls who are gonna get wasted...but its eur lyfe...and my opinions...lol....korg kalau mcm assasin ke mafis ke...samseng gyle babi ke tk pasal...tapy tgk gaye korg cam e chols jer...hahaha...

3.  Ny bukan aku one of the reps luh but some reps ey...are more then wat we think....what i meant is...looks can be deceving...ade yg step fierce tapy tk...ade yg mulot bising tapy abuk...ade yg muke step tapy baek haty...ade yg muke humchie tapy bole pegy...

4. Eu need both STREET knowladge & BOOK knowladge to call eur self smart...

5. Being called yp its not an offence...its a term for "Young People" and op or so ot "Old People or Old Timer"

6. i somehow or rather think that we should stop pressuring that "shanaz" girl its all over sia! TV WEBBIE PPL TALKING GOSSIPS!!!!...alah ppl makes mistakes siol...mmg luh "dosa" perkare terhina luh tu luh ny luh...tapy she made a mistake...and i 100% feel that she is remorseful...given a chance she would'nt have done it pun...but papa once told me "whats done cannot be undone" stop preaching bout it..she's human too...imagine to korg ke anak korg ke...kakak korg ke adik korg ke....haiz....actually aku pun ferst2 kutuk2 tapy my dear husband reminded me that its not alwaysz sunday...n mesty luh his right...aku pun mcm terhentak batu kat kepale luh kan and tisz is wat my finalize thinkin is...

7. stop critizing ppl unless eu dont meant harm or all eur intentions were good...really kalau nak critizing takmu kasy org tu dgr uh geng some ppl tk ley angkat smp bunuh diri....i saw tisz on youtube....tapy kalau kne aku....nk dpan2 ky jady kte ley cam debate2 fav luh ....!

8. Treasure what eu have now rather then to regret and wish eu had it again....

9. The best person to talk to is god...seriously even my husband isn't the best...god makes me feel lighter or shall i say at ease...

10. da luh aku da mlsz nk pkai tu werd ONE AND ONLY MAH...! da beribu org pkai tu werd....p.s both Eefabbeybe & one and only mah was used by me ever since 2003...aku tau aku bukan ferst person uh tapy skg mcm ramai gyle jackos....

11. hating is not a crime but a sin as it only brings us apart creates wars back stabing killings and more...ever wonder whye not the whole world understands english?  whye some tried learning and failed to do so?? i know whye...(tapy kdg2 some human pun too much)

12. ouh ya...i believe in what i believe and shall say what i wish god gave me brains mouth and loads more so i shall very well make full use out of everything...

13. Love eurself before eu wanna love someone else...

hmpf....ny tgh cam biase luh kan...pumpin....hubby maen playstation aku update blog luh....

btw the pic's lyke when we celebrated our past aniversary sheshaing kat arab st seblm shesha kite makan kat kedai kopi yg famous kat bugis tuh......ny bukan baru2 nye....da quiet long....

i know the bra thingy...but fuck luh my husband never said a thing so the rest just fuck off...

niways....had the most greatest tyme of my life on valentine's day!!!!!!

GOSH!!!!!!!!!!

ferst of all didnt expect to have had something lyke that at all but thanks for having the greatest hubby a women could ever as for....

he brought me to bottle tree park...kat kathib...

bukan utk motek2 ey tyme lambat jackos....kat ruma pun boley....LMAO!

hubby brought me to PRAWINING....kalau korang wondering luh kan prawning to ape....its mcm fishing...cume instead of tangkap ikan aku tangkap udang...

gerek gyle whye....

i didnt tought cam i enjoyed it at all luh at ferst...tapy laki ajak kan..aku turut je luh...tapy at last sangkot geng!

sui2 nye...cam fun uh...and challanging...pasal surrounding seme cam pro2 siol kejap2 dpt....tapy at least i caught one ky! hubby langsung tak...

its 14.40 per hr....we book 2jam...the rod and bait was given...even tmpt ltk udang pun...and the udang was huge siol! ade tanduk agy! colour blue! i know soo chealsea....but what can i do....LMAO...!

if eur thinking and wondering hard tak perlu luh....aku blg ky...out of 2 jam tu all thanks to DANNY's WIFE we caught 1 prawn...

measly...i know...but its the moments that counts eu see...!

its a new hobby...and rokok cpt habis ey....laki aku kejap2 light rokok...dye stress ey tk dpt udang haahaha....

and he admits me being his LUCKY STAR......hehehe....

and i admit he planned great i admit to being happy sincerly and will never forget that particular day....sorry forgot to take pics...ferst tyme there so bit odd tau ...malu siol...

and then lpas tu kte pegy aunty pauline crib....dlm gyle jacks condo dye....so anak dye rachel amek kite pat YCK mrt gan keta aunty pauline...then tgk aku lupe tittle cite tuh...yg vampire and warewolf....ape tah...sungguh membosankan...tapy mummy n rachel n aunty pauline fav so aku n hubby mau tahanin je luh dgn tu cite...da luh tgh down rbk....kene cite lame plak....mate ku mau bloody red je...lol...! trusz smlm betol2 ade pit ny family from chruch dorg kire nk uat gathering luh...aku da luh pening....bey hubby keep askin nk tk....tapy i know his intentions uh kire....dye da explain2 tapy cam biase luh aku ego kan so aku tk give in....gy pun pasal aku ternpk xmas card x dye kasy....blum buang ey?! aku ckp dye lagy bley ck "my one ey?" aku step cool je padehal dlm da terbakar....dye bace pastu ltk balik where i found it....aku tau luh dye dgn aku bukn gan tu ppm aku tau aku bini dye tapy .....ey...perlu simpan per? on the 14th aku tegur on the 15th masey ade ey...mau loktang aku ....

hahhaa...

bey dye amek bukak tingkap campak... mcm saying to me out loud "da puas b?!" hahaha tapy kire utk laki aku actions speaks louder so dye buat...hahah

bey end up kite due tak pegy tu bbq gy pun psl ny ppm kathy asek picet dye jer....tk perlu pun ey...aku tak suke?! nasib luh baek aku tak cam dulu lau tak aku mau angkat tu phone maki tu ppm....

tapy ape ley buat da tk bley....laki aku ckp itu tk de pape chruch nye member je kan.....gan muke2 ey....hahaha...

bey aku pun bkin muke taek...trusz mcm merajok...dye tk kuase nk layan ey...! hahah da naek biase laki aku gan AP(Attitude Problem or Admirilty Plaza but in tisz sentence it means Attitude Problem)

bey niari aku mau jady terbiat kan 2 hary duk uma ...tk kua....laki aku da tau so dye kasy aku gy kdai....hahaha mcm budak dpt gula ey aku...bey aku makan udang sambar....i know its sambar....indian dish...kire sambal tapy cam curry2 gytu....ssh luh nk explain...makan je luh...sedap gyle....archi masak...! hahah..then

today i realise something...

i was soo bloody fucking touched....hubby can't see me crying...hahah he can't see me sad...he can't see me breakdown...

he can't see me not being me...he can't not see me a day...he can't be without me...

i love eu sayang.....love eu soo much...i know i should say tisz instead of letting out my feelings here...but im too shy....i love eu and i never want to wake up a day being without eu...Muwaxxx...!

Danny's Wife

EefaBbeybe....

If it were'nt for e love i had towards eu...i'd leave a long tyme ago...

but eur my husband...i can't be doing things lyke that...

eu ask me qeustions which was supposely not to be ask....

it made me felt as thou i was pressurizing eu..

but eu said eu meant it another way...not e way i think it is..or how i'm feeling...

we are going thru so much...i'm so afraid one of us might give up ....

i know eur strong ...eu have always made sure we never stumble...or sank deep under...

i know eu aint the type who makes someone as their wife and after a period of tyme ask for quits...

i know e only tyme we would be without one another would be e day either one of us return to god...

Today i don't know how else to tell eu that i want to be with eu...

me and eu...out...together...but...knowing that eu don't have e tyme ...i understand but my ego is jusz to huge to accept...

haiz....hubby....if ony eu knew how much eu meant to me...

how much i love eu...

how much i appriciate every single thing eu do for me...

how much i need eu and always need eu by me...

how much it hurts when we squable....

how much it hurts when i let my anger out and know eur hurt...

It's A Pity....i don't have e guts to let all tisz out to eu...

but i swear upon eu hubby i love eu and only eu will i ever love...till e day i die...

muwaxxx....

Danny's Wife....

EefaBbeybe....

Seriously had issues with blogger.....da luh aku nk anuh skin baru lehcey pastu aku tatawu aku buat ape trus seme haywire jacks!

mengamok aku! niways...

lifes as usual....

nw gah pump it up...hahaha selalu blom start ny mcm nye tyming...

tapy hubby ku da janjy da 2 hary lpas bey aku make an issue about hym breaking the promise bey hahaha cian ey suami aku...

tapy dye buat pape utk aku siols....

hahaha mane mau dpt ny mcm nye suami...

hary2 suap aku mamam...

hary2 irritate aku (ny part tk perlu luh tapy ape ley uat comes in the package jacks...)

hary2 tydo sebelah aku...

hary2 makesure aku senyum...

ey byk luh nnt aku updates...gah maen game kat viwawa ny sushido...brb......haha...

Danny'sWife....

EefaBbeybe